『失语』

Forever, your eyes will hold the memory.
I saw your heart as it overtook me.
We tried so hard to understand and reason
But in that one moment, I gave my heart away.

With that perfect breath where my mind lay beside me
And all I knew is what had overtaken me.
With no reason, I am comforted by inability to understand.

Forever, your eyes will hold the memory.
I saw your heart as it overtook me.
We tried so hard to understand and reason
But in that one moment, I gave my heart away.

When I wake from this dream,
Will your smile still open my heart
And leave me transparent?

When I wake from this dream,
Will your smile still open my heart?

多久没有这样的感觉：半夜醒来，又像有只巨手把你摁住不让你起身，背上是汗涔涔一片，高热，脑子里只有对水的渴求。吞下两枚百服宁，坐在床沿等药效发作，卧室里的荧光灯照得整间房白惨惨一片，突然间是吓人的寂静，在这高热的体态下，自己好像堕入一个扭曲怪诞的空间，整个世界以你为中心在旋转，变形……

我一言不发，内心却早已经歇斯底里。

PS：照片是过年在家喝酒的时候照的，拿来应景而已。